So I’ve been gone for a while, even though I promised to be back, like, 2 months ago! For that, I’m very very sorry </3
I’ve just been really emotionally wrecked. People turned their backs on me. Friendships were betrayed, family got messed up, etc. Basically, depression came back. -sigh- I will tell you guys about it in my next couple of posts. But right now, can I just say that hope is a bitch. Like it whispers “Just one more try..” in your ear, even though it knows that YOU JUST CANT DO IT AND IT WONT HAPPEN
Honestly you guys, I am struggling right now, and I guess I came back cause I realized that this is one of the best outlets I’ve ever had, and this is one of the best places that I’ve gotten support from. So please guys, I really need you right now. I’m completely and utterly shattered. I feel like I’m just ready to give up, you know?
I know, some of you are thinking, “Oh she’s too young, she’s over reacting”, but guys, BECAUSE I am young, I dont have much experience with much, which is why stuff you guys find easy are hard for me, so please try to understand.
Soooo yea. UGH I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH